My hormones must be going nuts because I can't stop crying. I've been setting up my account with the NILMDTS organization and I was viewing some pics today. I sobbed today looking at some pics with families.. Those poor babies...and poor parents. My heart goes out to them. I want to help...so I'll push through. I just hate it. I really do...hell, I'm crying typing now just thinking about it. I can't let Eric know...he. That was the main reason he didn't want me to do it. He knows I have a bleeding heart. This is such an awesome organization. It's just so sad reading the info about the babies and the stories of the parents. I hope I can do it and not get too upset. I'll be a digital retouch artist. I can't be a photographer. I would WEEEPPPPP during a photo session. I might look into helping educate local doctors and nurses about the organization. That I can do. I know losing a baby is hard. I miscarried early, I don't see how these poor parents do it. To deliver? Life can be so unfair. Ok.,..new subject because I'm still crying...
I'm very thankful what I have. I know I say that often. But I truly mean it. I have a wonderful husband who I love and adore and who supports me with every crazy idea that pops into my head. I also have two beautiful little boys that are so sweet. I melt just looking at them. I will always feel so humble to have been given the chance to be their mother. They have taught me so many lessons and filled my heart with true joy. I thank God for my two little souls.
Life is a not a guarantee. So often we lose sight of that. We get lost in the every day chaos and forget that tomorrow is not always there. I thank God for my life. I have lived many lives in my short life so far and I want to truly live the life I've been blessed with. I think we should always give thanks and share the blessings we have. I have an idea I want to work on...but this will depend on my sewing skills.
Give thanks and praise and love the ones you have in your life : )