I should be in bed...but I am waiting for my pics to upload onto the CJ's FTP site. I have so much going on...I feel like I'm being pulled 7 different ways. My side is killing me as of lately...probably due to stress. I just quit. I quit caring, I quit trying...and I'm just going to push forward. That's all I can do. I'm tired..mentally, emotionally and physically.... I'm just exhausted.
I had a weird encounter today which leads me to wonder what has been said about my family and me. I can assume someone has tried to cover their own short comings with lies. I hope this isn't the case and the said person today is simply rude. Who knows...oh well...that's life...full of weird people.
I hope things work out. I'm nervous about my tests coming up. I hate being sedated. Eric wants to get away. He is convinced we need a vacation in Hawaii to relax us. We shall see. I just want to get away.
ok...I can barely form complete sentences...off to sweet dreams I go....